Psalms 139:17-18
How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!
How great is the sum of them!
If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand;
When I awake, I am still with You.

God is not evil, despite how many believe that about Him. They take one look at things like the flood of Noah’s day and claim Him mean and unloving toward humankind.
Most people fail to full understand God’s nature of love. I admit my own shortfall in understanding it.
God created us for His own good pleasure and we chose our own way over His.
Still God loves us.
His thoughts toward us are precious.
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Jer 29:11
His thoughts for us are for salvation and restoration.
His love is personal. It is for you!