Yesterday morning, KAVX shut down around 7:10.
The day was already a full one with all of us schedule for on-location appearances during a blood drive, promotional audio spots need to be done, new websites worked up for tomorrow, and KSWP is still at low power.
I guess I reached my breaking point.
While working on the transmitter I felt a tightness in my chest.
There was pain but it was rather high up, not exactly over my heart but that part didn’t really concern me since I was a bit anxious to begin with over my heart.
I headed to the doctor.
I EKG later, everything looked fine. BP was really good; nevertheless I’m scheduled for a stress test on Friday morning.
I think I may have succumbed to my first every panic attack; too many things bearing down on me at once.
Did I mention that I’m working on 2 weddings, taxes, a letter for my children’s first house, and my sister-in-law had the front end fall out from underneath the truck I just sold her 3 weeks ago?
Am I worried about the stress test or my heart?
Not right now; I push on because I’ve got work today and church tonight, promo’s are due tomorrow…yada-yada-yada.
I did have a family member tell me I need to be worried.
Wouldn’t worry just cause more worry?
That doesn’t sound good.
Besides I rather think about all the words Jesus said about the heart.
Let not your heart be troubled; you believe in God, believe also in Me. John 14:1
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. Matt 5:8
He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water. John 7:38
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Matt 11:28-29
He may not have said a lot about the heart, but what He said is sufficient.